Asia Conference

... ... ... too many things to blog about this conference already. It is great, it is powerful, it is awesome, it is impressive, it is God... but it is also super tiring. =)

18 Nov, a very special day!

Happy Birthday to my Baby! I want to thank you for all that you have done in life! I really can't imagine what would my life be if you are not with me. Thank you for making my life whole and complete! =)

Thank you my baby!
for loving me the way you always has been.
for sharing your life with me.
for making and writing sweet and nice cards to me.
for hugging and kissing me.
for holding my hand.
for accepting me the way i am.
for cooking nice meals and soups for me.
for cleaning and maintaining the house.
for submitting to me.
for cheering me up whenever i feel down.
for your understanding heart.
for staying with me no matter what.
for always being there for me.
for allowing me to love you.
for making me feel like i'm top of the world.
for encouraging me.
for listening to all my craps.
for making me the leader in your life.
for always sparing a thought for me.
for being a good baby.
for loving me when i'm normal.
for loving me when i go a little crazy.
for loving me when i'm loud.
for loving me and taking care of me when i'm sick.
for trying to read the map and giving me direction when i'm driving
for everything and everything.

I'm the most most most blessed hubby in the world! I love you baby! MuackS! Hope you'll enjoy yourself today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Yes we can! Yes we can!

I love Barack Obama! Yes we can! Oh yes we can! =)

My Health..

I'm having this on and off chest pain every now and then.. Every time is come, it'll only last for a few minutes. Hmmmm, after seeing so many people die in SAF for no good reasons, i cannot deny that i'm a little scare.. So i went to do a check up on Monday..

Oh, my people, my people, my people.. After the check up, the doctor say that my blood pressure is currently towards to high side (*gosh this is the 1st time i'm hearing this man, i'm just turning 25 soon only..) and has requested for me to go see him in a month time to monitor the situation. Not only that, he has also referred me a Cardiologist for a detailed check up.. Oh man, i cannot deny that my heart kind of skipped a few beats when i heard that..

To make things worst, i'm down with a fever, flu and cough since Tuesday! The feeling is really bad.. To make things even worst, i can't take MC and rest.. There are things cropping up in my workplace and it kind if directly involve me. Hence, need to go back office to settle the stuff.. Haha, to make things even even even worst, i'm suppose to organise a big event which is happening on my birthday! Some more, i'll need to come out with the $$$ to pay for the event 1st. What the....

It seems like i know why my blood pressure in currently towards to high side. Coz my blood is constantly boiling. This is really a sicky week for Kwang..

I know my baby is kind of "angry" with me. For not resting when i'm sick, for not taking caring of my body well enough, for going to work instead of resting and recovering at home.. I'm sorry baby! I'll take care of myself and recover real soon!

I'm on a recovering stage now. Manage to catch quite a bit of sleep today. Felt even better after ushering. =) I know no matter what kind of report that the world give me, i still serve a healing God! I'm so gonna confess divine health upon my life daily! I'll confess until that logo become a rhema to me! Keep me in your prayers if you can, please. =)

My God is a healing God!

Arise & Build!

This has been one of the hardest season for the Arise & Build. During this season, it has reminded me a lot of my much younger times. Whenever the Arise & Build comes, i'll be very excited! Planning for an amount to give to the Building Fund, an amount that will please God, an amount that is sacrificing enough.. After pledging that amount, i'll very often bust out in tears. Coz it will means that that few months will be no savings for me, no shopping, no expensive fast food and etc...

However, life is kind of different after i've started a family on my own. This time rounds, it will not only mean that there will be no savings for me, no shopping or no expensive meals.. But there are stack of bills to settle, got reno loan to service, got studies fee to settle, got half a car to maintain and serve, car servicing is due, road tax is coming, car insurance is coming too, and the list just goes on and on.. It is kind of stress for me because this is not just about my life, as much as God has been a provider in my life, i want to be that same provider for my family too.

BUT GOD! BUT in all situation, i know i have God! I know i have a God that is above all my worries. I still serve and love the very same God i know 10years ago, i know and i know all things will work out good! Before i pledged my faith amount for this Arise & Build, i happen to see my SMARTER goal card.. in the goal card, there is one portion for me to list down my SMARTER goal in the area for Material, and this was what i wrote in the beginning of the year:

For Material:
List down your goals Specifically - Debt Free!
How would i Measure my success? - I'll be debt free even after my marriage!
Describe my Action plans - Work harder in workplace, and give even more to God!
Is my goal Realistic? - Yes!
What is my Time frame for these goal? - Now!
Expectation management. Under what circumstances will i consider adjustment? - The day when i stop trusting God..
Revelation - John 1 : 48

I know and i trust the never changing God! I know i'll lead a life of more than enough! My God shall supply all my needs! Good measures, press down, shaken together, running over.. The amount i give will determine the amount i'll received! Amen! I'm really encourage and charge up in faith by the rhema i received in the beginning of the year. I've pledged an faith amount, and i believe that my God will see me through these seasons! =)

I was reading Zi Ying Jie's blog.. I'm really encouraged by what say Javier to Ps.CK.. The below conversation is taken from Zi Ying Jie's blog:
CK: "Wow! You are so clever leh!"
Ja: "No la.. I got thousand million brains and i only used one only!"
CK: "thousand million? wow! Why you need so many brains??"
Ja: "Aiya, everyday one brain will die but every morning there will be NEW BRAINS. That's why I am very clever!! Sometimes I use only one brain but sometimes i need to use more..."

This is so so true! It reminded me that God has given me new wineskin, it is really up to me to put away the old wineskin and start facing and overcoming the new challenges! I shouldn't be worrying and limiting myself because of all the worries and problems! I know my God is in control! Praise God! =)

The power of templates

Nice nice.. A 5mins job done by my baby! Powerful right? =)